Sometimes--

 It has been one hell of a week and I kinda decided that I need to get even more focused and find better balance in my life. I am going back to meditating and falling back on my belief system for support. I have watched( over the last week) my family all but fall apart, my soul support can't support me but can support others without so much as a blink of an eye, and I missed a whole week of classes because of one stupid mistake. I missed a whole week of play with my favorite little person and have been trying to make up for it in spades over the last 24 hours that I have been up and around again!  Things have just got to change for the better. And they will. I am making sure of it by heeding some of my own advice (I recently told this to someone else that I love) and that is to focus on my kids and work--which for me is art and school-- and the others in my life will eventually decide what is important to them--or they won't--either way I will have all of my questions answered AND I will have met my own goals, too. In other words...I can't control what other peoples' priorities are...only my own. Any way, just the thought for the day.