Oh Lonesome Me!

I hate it when it's Hannah's time to be at her father's house. I miss her so much and I haven't quite figured out what to do with all the spare time. I have started riding my bike and I have also started walking the dog twice a day--which he enjoys! I keep waiting for something exciting to happen and it never does. LOL I sat outside in the ocean breeze and read my Kindle today. That was cool. I ordered Chinese for dinner and that was cool. I am at least hoping that I will lose about 10 pounds throughout the summer and go back to school in the fall looking better! I am starting to feel really great! I am going through some personal issues which I believe may clear themselves up by the end of summer, too. I think by next January I might transfer to finish art school in St. Augustine or Asheville, NC....we shall see! Maybe I will come into money and travel like my fortune cookie predicted! What would I do with that? I would go somewhere and finish art school and then open my own art studio where people could come and collaborate creatively and learn from other artists how to do things they are really interested in learning . I would travel to the flea markets in Paris and collect cool things for my collage work and also bring back some beautiful antiques to use in the studio. I would make sure Hannah can stay in a great school and that both my girls had the college of their choice to go to. We would have a beautiful house in the mountains somewhere and one on the beach...a small cottage, nothing huge. I would want it to be an old house---early 1900's craftsman cottage. Wood floors and cobblestone walkway...blah blah blah...with a stdio in the attic that overlooks something beautiful. Hmmm... well, that was a fun fantasy vacation! Someday! I really have to figure out what to do with my newly acquired free time!!!!!!!!